Mothers Day Miracles

My room was full of family today.  They brought lunch, and homemade cards that made me laugh and cry at the same time, oh and delicious cupcakes.  What wonderful children I have!  They made my day. 

Precious Marlo had a decent day.  I would have said it was an excellent day, if it hadn't been for one significant detail that nearly brought me to my knees.  The words meningitis were breathed in our direction.  My heart felt like it was leaping out of my chest as they discussed the need for a lumbar puncture.  She was showing some signs of infection, and naturally that is one of the things that can come up as a possible warning in blood work.  With very heavy hearts we agreed to getting the testing done immediately.  They saw the concern and fear in us, and rushed the results.  Praise the Lord, the initial results have come back negative...they will grow it out for a few days to really see, but are encouraged that she is free of that horrible sickness.  You cannot believe the amount of relief that was lifted off our shoulders.  She still has infection, as was expected, but it's a victory to know what we aren't dealing with.  Her antibiotics have been going since yesterday, and we are very hopeful that it will start to make a difference soon. 

Today, she grabbed my finger and held tight.  I bawled my eyes out.  I was also able to change her diaper.  A little scary for the first time, I admit, but so nice to be able to help take care of her.  We are told she may not have to be on the ventilator as long as some preemies.  That would be awesome, but we won't hold our breath on that one.  If she remains stable, we will be able to hold her soon.  I think we both are anxious for that day to come. 

It was a good day after all the emotions of waiting on that test to come back. 

It was a miracle.  One I am forever grateful for.  Happy Mothers Day Friends.