Bring on Christmas

This year, the Christmas spirit may be a little forced for me. 

I am just not into it this year.  Last year was exciting and this year seems ho-hum.  The tree is up, but is not decorated.  I've purchased some gifts, but am far from being done.  I dislike shopping with a passion, add to that Christmas crowds, and I am a scrooge.  Bah Humbug!

On the other hand: 

When I finally snap out of this funk, I realize that in Christmas we find Hope, Joy, and Peace.  Those are things I long for, and can find easily in the true reason we celebrate this special day every year. 

So, okay, I can do this. 

I don't have to be sad, and think about what we are missing this year, because the reason for this season gives us a hope that never fails us.  While a little piece of us is not here, God gives us peace that passes all understanding.  I can also find joy in all things if I allow my heart to be joyful...and in my childrens smiles as they have hope for their futures.  All is not lost because of our loss, and life continues despite the tough times in all of our lives.  We walk forward with Hope for happy tomorrows, and thankfully joy does come in the morning.  God calms my stirring heart and brings me peace, and while I do not understand it all fully, I know this:  He came for me, for my children so we could be free.  Christmas shouldn't just be a day we celebrate once a year, we should always be in celebration of that very special gift that changes our eternities forever if we so choose.  In my heart this year, I will choose to celebrate Christmas daily and remember the reason for this beautiful season.  My heart feels more full already! 

Merry Christmas, my wonderful friends.