Thought we were done for good.

It was a tough thing to try to convince myself. I never thought we would be able to do IVF. We moved again, DH job has us doing that a lot. Hotel living again, while waiting endlessly for the new house to close, this time not only with 3 kids, but we added a dog. It wasn't the worst thing to ever happen, but I was ready for it to be over.

We had made a decision, and I had learned to never say never. We felt compelled to try IVF, even if it was just one time. It was our last shot, and we were ready to take it. While still living in limbo I found a new RE in a new state, with a new start. They got me started right away. It was June 09, and we felt pretty good about our odds. I started BCP at the end of June, and then started Lupron mid July. The tummy shots were a cinch this time, I knew what to expect, although this Lupron thing was new to me. We went on a last minute vacation to visit family, before I started stims. Things were looking up, and we were looking forward!