This Stinks

Life is so hard this year.  I am ready for good news, I really am at a point that I need it.  It's been one thing after another, and I am tired. 

Grandpa passed away last night.  One year and one day later than the day Grandma passed last year.  My husband was out of town last year when I got the news, and is once again gone when we got this news.  I am trying to figure out many details (and there are a lot) to see if I can make the drive up to Idaho without him.  At the same time trying to see if I can get him there at some point so I don't have to make the drive back by myself.  I also need to find a Dr that can see me, and sooner rather than later, for an issue that I am concerned about. It's a pain in the neck finding someone here that can get me in. Hoping it's nothing, but lately..well, you know how it's been. 

Nothing goes as I would like it to these days.  Why?  I don't know.  But, frankly, I'm sick of it. 

I have never prayed so much in my life for good things to happen.  Waiting patiently as long as I must.