This day was a bit rough for me to be alone. DH was on a business trip, and I had to face the US by myself, not knowing what if anything would be seen.
There was excitement, don't get me wrong, but nerves were getting the better of me. I know to be cautious from my past.
We had thought that there may possibly be 2, especially since my numbers were much higher than normal for me. I at this point am 5 weeks 5 days, so the chances of seeing something definitive are small. Luckily we saw a sac, that was a huge milestone for me! There was just one, surprisingly, as tired and dizzy as I have been I was thinking the chances were pretty good that we were going to see 2 sacs. No luck there! There was a perfect little sac, yolk sac and small fetal pole to be seen, but unfortunately no heartbeat yet.
Bummer, my obsessing will now continue for 2 more weeks while we wait for the next US scheduled for the 16th. UGH.
For now, we still remain cautiously optimistic! We have not announced our news yet and won't until a heartbeat is seen..
Even our kids don't know, even though I am a bloated, tired, dizzy mess... my guess is they know something is up and are just not saying anything. :)
So I think I can say for now, I am pregnant until proven otherwise! Can't wait to get really excited about this! In my heart I already am, it's the outside that can't wait to let it all out!
Carys's Seventh Birthday :: Star Wars
7 years ago
mommy blogger. As a mother that has suffered the loss of multiple children while becoming a mother of the bride to our oldest, raising 2 young adults, an 8 year old preemie and a 6 year old tornado, I have a lot to share. I can't guarantee you will agree with everything I say, but I think you may just enjoy it. This is our life, the good, bad and ugly.
